Night's

I really shouldn't be allowed on here. Chelsie after she started treatments she was scared at night. She slept in our bed a lot. One of us would leave. Usually the last one in bed. Usually Neil. We got so we didn't know what bed we would end up in with Dylan and Chelsie. She and I slept together a lot. Some nights she would just want to be close to me and hold my hand. I am not all that cuddley. I felt kindof weird but I loved the idea that she wanted me to comfort her. I remember a few nights she just wanted to hold my hand. She wouldn't cry or anything she just wanted to be by me. She wanted me to tell her a story of my when I was young. Who was my 1st boy friend and my 1st kiss and about Neil and I when we 1st were dating. It was a nice time. I am glad I didn't resist. Even if at 1st I felt like I wanted to. She would get a little bugged by me as we worked our way thorough the treatments. But, always when she felt sick and she truly needed me we would both just forget all about that and she would want me to help with this and I would just drop everything and run around helping her. All of the grupy stuff is all forgotten. I know she loves me and she knows I love her and would to anything for her. Mom